Bio: I am a proud stay at home wife of the most heroic and devoted man I know, and the stay at home mother to three sons who give me purpose, give me drive, and also give me about 20 mini heart attacks a day. And I wouldn't change it. Our oldest son, Landon, passed away on September 9, 2015 after a courageous battle with sanfilippo syndrome. He was the happiest child and lived his life with a radiant smile until his very last day. Our middle son, Blake is still fighting his battle, and is the sweetest, most innocent soul I have ever known. Our youngest, Gabriel, is a typical two year old who is too inquisitive for his own good and tests the limit of my sanity and patience daily. My purpose and my drive in this life is to help others to see our journey for what it is: messy, scary, and even beautiful. I try to write as honestly as I feel, in hopes that others who read my words will find appreciation in the little things in their own lives, will be motivated to help others who haven't been as fortunate. And also so that those who are on a similar journey will know they are not alone, and it's okay to feel whatever it is you feel.